love and headache

oohhh..what a tiring day! i must say that today's activity for Girl Guide was a tough one. 

i'm on my bed now..waiting and thinking whether i wanna play basketball today. Looks like its gonna rain soon but yeah, we'll see. 

At this moment, i wanna share something i went through for almost 2 weeks. before that i would like to ask you a question. 

have you ever feel this strange feeling when you meet the opposite sex?

i bet everyone went through that stage!! =)

here's the thing...

i have this classmate. lets give him a name -- HD. 

HD is physically not-so-tall and not-so-small. He is talkative and has a wide range of knowledge. Unfortunately, the girls in the class dislike him so much. Due to this, i feel bad to treat him the way they do. Being me, i treat him just like my other friends. 

This poor guy had fallen in love with my classmates. What makes them to dislike him is his attitude. 

With flowery messages to the girls, he didn't give up at all. Even when the girl said no and treated him bad or ignored him, he didn't give up. what's with him, i don't know. 

I ignored these thingy until he confessed to me that he likes me.

WHAT??????

just because i'm good to him, now he's into me. Oke, i knnow its oke to like someone. i do like someone. i do attracted to someone. but, if that someone rejected you, would you still chase after him/her? i wouldn't. I told him to stop this crap as i hate it. Geli kayh. i thought he understood and everything is oke but i'm wrong. 

Once he asked me who is "He"that i wrote in my lappy wallpaper. *i was referring to Allah. 

PAUSE!!! HUJAAAAAAAAAAAANNNN!!!!! =) stay in the room laa nampaknya~

replay..

HD said that he's fine that "He" is my father, but if i'm referring to other guys, he's totally not okay. 

wait..wait..wait... who is he to me? haish!

He continued with this sentence: "isteri mana boleh ada dua suami."

AAAAAAARRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

rasa nak lempang je mamat ni! sabar jela sash~

i replied, "i'm nobody's wife kayh."

seriously, sampai tahap ni memang nak kena laaa.. but i keep myself calm and try to be rational. why? cause i have to see his face and his attitude for another 2 1/2 years. 

so, now i'm trying to make less contact with him. ignoring will make me stay calm and healthy. *tibe2 je healthy. lantak laaa..

honestly, i don't mind to talk to him like before if he understood that i'm not interested, we're just friend cause i've make this thing crystal clear. but, seems like he's so stubborn and doesn't want to give up, i've to ignore. this will ruin a friendship though. 

life is complicated. sometimes funny. without these thingy, life wouldn't be interesting. =)

i'll pray he meets someone better. i'm sorry HD, we're not gonna be more than friends.