Missing Him. my true love.

Gudday everyone.

Have you ever suddenly missing someone so bad that u cried?

i did.. last night was the worst.

Suddenly i missed Him. Maybe i thought of Him a lot after i got the most meaningful gift from a friend. 

Sometimes you need something from someone to realise that there's someone, somewhere, still loving you and waiting for u to come back to him.

Yeah. Now i realised that Allah loves me more than i love Him. What i don't know that He loves me so much that He waited and still waiting for me to come back to Him. Only then i realised that He never give up on me. He was always and will always be there for me no matter what condition i was in. Though i have sinned a lot, He still gives me this chance to turn to him and be loyal. He is a true lover. The One that i didn't care much. 

After a lot of deep thinking (sampai migrain okeh!), i have decided to turn to Him. I know that he will wait for me. Baby steps first and continue to improve. InsyaAllah i will get there. =) 

what i need is strength and discipline and support!

pray for me. hope that i can be a better Muslim, a better lover.

A motivation for myself! i created this on my own.. using my own pictures that i snapped. this is to remind me of Him!

till here for today.. Chiao~